I ended up falling for a guy who didn’t feel the same way about me. I wasn’t expecting to catch feelings for this guy, but I did. I thought there was potential for us to be together, but I guess I was wrong. And it sucks. I’ve been upset about this for the past few days and I’ve been doing my best to get over it. This was my response to a friend who text me, “everyone gets dumped so snap out of it.”
"I know. I’m trying. I did not expect to feel this way, but I do. And I do get hit on by other guys, but I’m tired of the one night stands that go nowhere. I don’t want guys hitting me up at 2 or 4 in the morning for a booty call. I’m done. I want a relationship. I wanna feel something real. I want someone I can open my heart to and feel valued and respected."
I’m kinda glad school is starting again soon, so I don’t have to think about all this. I’m just gonna focus my time and energy into teaching and my students. I’m gonna do what makes me happy instead of searching for it in other people. I might start hanging around a different crowd. Make some new friends that have similar ideals and interests as I do. People that I can have meaningful conversations with about life. And if I fall in love again, I hope this time it’s mutual.